Personal Convictions...

Isn't it almost like human nature 2 push blame off on others? I have been learning this first hand...it never ceases 2 amaze me that people just refuse 2 "own their own garbage" that just simply means, they won't take responsibility for their actions or the decisions they make. It always has 2 be because someone else did this or if u wouldn't have done or said that. Crazy right?? I thinks it is. Now before u start looking at the plank in my view rather then looking at the log that is in your view.... Allow me 2 confess. I have been guilty of this very thing. I'm not ashamed 2 say this because it's true. I have definitely had my share of blaming others for the stupid choices I chose 2 make in this adventurous life of mine...However when my eyes were opened and I realized my responsibility in it all and I can say I'm sorry and mean it. I can move on and start again...You know give that 2nd, 3rd, 4th, and 5th chances...Sometimes I will even go on for years with a person b4 I finally get the clue that they are just that way. No matter how good I am 2 them they seem 2 continue 2 dump their trash on me with no intentions of helping with the mess. I would have 2 say from my own experiences of having 2 deal with several( but not all) things alone(and by alone I mean with no human help). God has always been there 2 take me by the hand and help me out of the messes I have made in my life. Since I am almost certain that I will have some more bloopers in life. I know He will come 2 my rescue again...But in the mean time while I wait 4 His help. I look at the people I have allowed in my life...Some of them have come and gone (never 2 return), some have just recently made their exit, some will only come 4 a season in my life. some of them have returned in my life again and then I have a handful that I know will be forever faithful 2 stick it out with me...Yeah that's right stick it out with me. With my flaws, mistakes, bloopers, and even my stupid choices... I can honestly say with an honest heart every person I have allowed 2 get close 2 me was special 2 me....but I wasn't always special 2 them....Now that use 2 hurt me in the beginning. Now I have learned 2 pick myself up, dust myself off, and continue on. Sometimes it has been in a very wounded state that those stick it out buddies of mine have helped me 2 stay sane... Which brings me 2 another point...I guess it would be considered human 2 blame someone for your own guilt as well...U know the kind of guilt that keeps u down... for example: when u know u should just tell someone your sorry u find an excuse why not 2...or u continue 2 accuse them of your very own guilt and pain or shall I say "Personal Conviction" I don't know about u all out there, but I am tired of people pushing their garbage on me or stepping on me 4 personal gain...I am so ready 4 some people 2 just grow up a little! U know like if u did someone wrong admit it, swallow your pride, and apologize....or how about this one: if u didn't do your part, admit that 2 and make better choices. Don't blame me or anyone else 4 your Mess! I see it like this: When I was a teenager I made some very unwise decisions...but it wasn't because my friends were doing it...it was simply because I wanted 2! no one forced me 2 do most of the things I chose 2 do...there were a few mishap in there where I allowed someone 2 pressure me into things..but the ultimate decision was my own....Even in my adult life now I can say I have made some stupid decisions and may have even put the blame off on someone a time or more... Yet again my eyes have been opened and now I choose 2 "own my own garbage" or My Own Personal Convictions....How about u? Will u "own yours?" or will u continue 2 push it off on someone else? Ponder on it and let me know if u 2 will choose 2 grow up just a little bit and take on Your own convictions?